Dance class

i have things in my bare hands
uncovered
these things were in my hands weeks before
they are back
in my head

i dream of
a regressing moment to embryos pose
when i'm anxious and my body trembles

and the bed is my ground
my head moves ahead in time
an episode
maybe wrong
unreal for certain

the curls in my hair

the shattered lips

the wound in my elbow

the shapes of my body

i'm so sick of almost somethings